Thoughts of a Slacker

I know I haven't been updating my blog like I said I would be, but I have been trying to. There's a lot of updates. I've dyed my hair blue (its wet in this pic so it looks more blue than it actually is. its more purple like my header)-->

I've made a new YouTube channel which you can check out www.YouTube.com/RoyalAndPoetic
and you may notice that I'm a rapper now :) But yea. It's 1:25am and I just wanna blog about whats on my mind. More to come I promise!

"CeCe. you've put in a hoop nose ring and dyed your hair blue. What are you doing?"

This question was actually posed to me today and it caught me EXTREMELY off guard and I found myself extremely upset with my lack of a clever response for about an hour after. Well my smart ass answer to you guys is: "Me. I'm doing me. Is there a problem?" My more thorough answer, though is that I wasn't happy with who I was attracting so after asking God for the "Courage to change the things I can" I changed my definition of attractive. I took the advice of the beautiful Thea Monyee and stopped worrying about being the pretty girl. I'm just worried about being a BEAUTIFUL PERSON.

KNOWING HOW BEAUTIFUL/ROYAL YOU ARE DOES NOT MEAN YOU THINK YOU ARE BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE!

People think that because I call everyone in my life King/Queen that it loses its meaning. I say there are BILLIONS of people in the world that I don't refer to as royalty. If you are in MY life, even if only for a moment, my Royal path has brought us together and you are capable of nothing less than God-Like perfection. Embrace your beauty. Embrace your Queen/Kingdom.